May 2013
23 posts
I’m tired of being the one in all situations to suck up my pride in an effort to make things right. There are a few people that owe me some apologies and it’s time that I started demanding the kind of treatment and respect that I afford others. I’m an easy going and forgiving person but lately people have been mistaking my kindness for weakness far too often and that needs to...
People make all these plans for years down the road or take things for granted and put them aside because they think those things will always be around to come back to in the future but all I can think of is how naive it is to think that way. You may not be around tomorrow. Someone you care about deeply can be taken from you in an instant. The person you love most can throw you aside without...
I just can’t find motivation to work hard anymore because all the hard work I was putting in and all the sacrifices that I was making were for our future together. It was all based on our plans and promises we made to each other. I wish I could just be an asshole and tell myself that she doesn’t deserve all my hard work and sacrifices and love but the truth is that she more than...
To be fair though, I know I’ve spent a lot of time working through my pain and dealing with it on a constant basis. I’ve spent a lot of time hating her and resenting her and only recently have I begun to get past that all. She, on the other hand, hasn’t had much time to spend working on getting past everything and getting over the negative emotions so I can understand how...
It’s hard to care about anything when the person you care about most wants nothing to do with you. My life has been hell for the past three months and every single day has been an internal battle to feel motivated to do anything at all. I have so many conflicting emotions and I flip flop my mindset hundreds of times a day and the only thing I wish for is for it all to stop mattering to me,...
I can’t imagine anything more fundamentally hurtful than someone you love basically telling you, “I have more fun when you’re not around.”
january 2013: this shall be my year
may 2013: well, shit
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“If you have love, you don’t need to have anything else, and if you...”
– J.M. Barrie
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Animals
Have you forgotten what we were like then
when we were still first rate
and the day came fat with an apple in its mouth
it's no use worrying about Time
but we did have a few tricks up our sleeves
and turned some sharp corners
the whole pasture looked like our meal
we didn't need speedometers
we could manage cocktails out of ice...
To be honest, I miss every single thing about her and about us. That’s why it’s crazy to me that I’m starting to feel like I don’t need her any more…and I don’t know if I want to feel that way or not.
April 2013
14 posts
“Being kind isn’t always easy. Or convenient. But it has the potential to change...”
– Cap Watkins (via nevver)
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“Too often, the only escape is sleep.”
– Charles Bukowski (via cavum)
March 2013
6 posts
December 2012
1 post
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November 2012
8 posts
